tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79125611870846394862011-04-22T12:25:36.807+09:00alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.comBlogger101100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7912561187084639486.post-650756477731482012007-10-23T17:49:00.000+09:002007-10-23T18:05:24.881+09:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Salamz...<br />its been sum tyme since i crap my lots here...<br />hahaha bz... more to like bz being lazy...<br />2nd sem`s up guys..<br />wat to do...<br />i dun know REALLY<br />yesterday i woke up the first thing in my mind was...<br />ahh.... 言ってちまった<br />wats with me...?<br />dunno...<br />i did sumthing stupid after sworing not to repeat the same fucking thing<br />over n over...<br />ahh lives just like that...<br />we repeat the same thing over,<br />i want to change deymit!!!<br />i wanna move forward ...<br /><br />i have this ryhme;<br />mirror mirror on the wall, who is the hopeless of them all, deprived defeated soul?<br />whose sins scared the abyss`s wall, which love not to be fall...<br />whose name shouldn`t i call... in this nightmare`s hall...<br />fallen be it...<br />hail my mistress i bring thee good bad and all, for in this hall no name could be call,<br />for your love is tainted not to be fall... your sins scared the abyss`s wall for you;<br />are the defeated deprived soul, hopeless of the all...<br /><br />wake me up.... please!!!....<br />i need to step back to reallity...<br />but can i witout biding gudbye to my fantasies....?<br /><br />Allah help!!!<br />i dont want to rot any further...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7912561187084639486-65075647773148201?l=alechiet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7912561187084639486.post-33930451174288369822007-07-07T11:48:00.000+09:002008-12-11T11:05:55.876+09:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_iQWmqiRgApM/Ro8AcgZ-YlI/AAAAAAAAAAM/plyxJzJN1lE/s1600-h/realism.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_iQWmqiRgApM/Ro8AcgZ-YlI/AAAAAAAAAAM/plyxJzJN1lE/s320/realism.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5084282994059797074" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"> REALISM </span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">askom...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br />woi lame giler tak lepak...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">giler ah...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">okey...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">todays suuri zero day...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">n i dun study...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">...maa... its dat.. i DID study but...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">well im to familiar with it now tat... when i want to just look at it...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">i even know the answers sheesh...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">yesterday... chat with mom, fatt, leena, nila... aeem, baby, bob... pika?</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hahaha...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">miss the lots...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">but seriously no mud nak balek mesia... dun know why</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">its just tat... ntah japan not so bad after all...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">kimatsu is coming</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">n i still have no idea bout nething</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">kes2... okay sambung blaja...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br />quote of the day</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">"...ostacle exists whenever one fails to focus..."<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hmm...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">true... but without it... we can will never grow up...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">so eventually obstacle is compulsory!!!</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hehehe...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">ok... need to hapal rumush!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7912561187084639486-3393045117428836982?l=alechiet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7912561187084639486.post-81121962214470712952007-06-05T17:16:00.000+09:002007-06-05T17:17:40.523+09:00<pre style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><tt><tt>Bagi mengatasi kepenatan melaksanakan tugas-tugas seharian sama ada di<br />rumah mahupun di tempat kerja, bolehlah jadikan petua yang diajar<br />oleh Rasulullah s.a.w. kepada puteri kesayangannya Saidatina Fatimah<br />sebagai penawarnya.<br /><br />Suatu hari Saidatina Fatimah mengadu kepada suaminya Saidina Ali bin<br />Abu Talib tentang kesakitan pada tangannya kerana keletihan menggiling<br />gandum untuk membuat roti. Saidina Ali berkata :<br /><br />"Bapa kamu telah datang membawa balik tawanan perang. Berjumpalah dia<br />dan mintalah seorang khadam untuk membantu mu."<br /><br />Saidatina Fatimah pergi bertemu bapanya dan menyatakan hasrat untuk<br />mendapatkan seorang khadam bagi membantu tugas hariannya di rumah.<br />Bagaimanapun Rasulullah s.a.w. tidak mampu memenuhi permintaan anak<br />kesayangannya itu. Lalu Baginda s.a.w. pergi menemui puterinya serta<br />menantu itu. Baginda s.a.w . berkata:<br /><br />"Apa kamu berdua mahu aku ajarkan perkara yang lebih baik daripada apa<br />yang kamu minta daripadaku? Apabila kamu berdua berbaring untuk tidur,<br />bertasbihlah (Subhanallah) 33 kali, bertahmid (Alhamdulillah) 33 kali<br />dan bertakbir (Allahuakbar) 33 kali. Ia adalah lebih baik untuk kamu<br />berdua daripada seorang khadam."<br /><br />Inilah penawar ringkas yang Nabi s.a.w. ajarkan kepada anak dan<br />menantunya bagi meringankan keletihan dan kesusahan hidup mereka<br />berdua.<br /><br />Saidina Ali terus mengulang-ulang kalimah-kalimah Rasulullah.s. a.w.<br />ini.<br /><br />Katanya "Demi Allah aku tidak pernah meninggalkannya semenjak ia<br />diajarkan kepadaku."<br /><br />Sayugia dicadangkan kepada ibu-ibu, suami-suami atau sesiapa sahaja<br />yang merasai kepenatan setelah melakukan tugas-tugas harian supaya<br />mengamalkan membaca 'Subhanallah' (33 kali), 'Alhamdulillah' (33 kali)<br />dan 'Allahuakbar' (33 kali) pada setiap malam iaitu sebelum melelapkan<br />mata.<br /><br />Lakukanlah dengan penuh ikhlas dan istiqamah (berterusan) , Insya-<br />Allah petunjuk Nabawi ini mampu menyelesaikan bebanan-bebanan hidup<br />seharian<br />kita. Akan terserlah ceria di wajah pada keesokan hari dengan<br />senyuman.<br /><br />"Sebarkanlah ajaranku walau satu ayat pun"<br />(Sabda Rasulullah SAW)<br /><br />"Nescaya Allah memperbaiki bagimu amalan-amalanmu dan mengampuni bagimu<br />dosa-dosamu. Dan barangsiapa mentaati Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka<br />sesungguhnya ia telah mendapat kemenangan yang besar."</tt></tt></pre><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7912561187084639486-8112196221447071295?l=alechiet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7912561187084639486.post-31225629488834893062007-06-05T00:44:00.001+09:002007-06-05T01:20:48.321+09:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">assalamualaikum,<br />sensei aku penah kate... 紫 (purple) tu lambangnyer "Cinta"<br />tapi apakah benar aku ini dilamun cinta...<br />cinta???<br />mak aih jiwang seyh aku...<br />perasaan sungguh...<br />haha...<br />nih bukan cinta biase... acheeehhhhh....<br />memang nih bukan cinta biasa...<br />ini cinta aku padaNYA yang satu yang ESA...<br />aku actually spatut nya blaja... haha dari kol 8.30 td aku tangguh...<br />tapi ntah laa... tetibe, leka...alpa...<br />n tadi tersedar sedikit...<br />apakah betul aku mencintai NYA???<br />aku boleh jer kate "YA... yess i do... i love aJJ1 ... but is tat so???"<br />tapi ... sungguh... aku sayang agame aku...<br />i love Islam... i Really do...<br />bagi aku... kerna Islam lah aku maseh disini...<br />Kerna aJJ1 la aku sampai tahap aku skang nih...<br />percaye laa... aku tahu<br />seen it been there done tat dude...<br />aku tahu laa... keindahan hidayah, kalo yang aku rase tu btul2 pemberianNYA padaku<br />...aku...<br />sesungguhnya... antara manusia yang 最低laa...<br />aku... sedar aku siape... i know who i am... i realised wat ive done... did...<br />wat i want to do...<br />its... uhh... not pretty at all...<br />aku tau hati aku nak ape... aku tahu... and aJJ1 tahu...<br />sesungguhnye aJJ1 maha mengetahui...<br />aku yakin... aku pernah dan alhamdullillah aku tahu kemanisan dan keindahan<br />seswatu pemberian yang teragung, kasih sayangNYA...<br />kadang tu kita tak sedar tau...<br />kita putus harapan ni la tu laa...<br />tapi aJJ1 tak pernah bebankan hambaNYA dgn seswatu yang DIE tahu kite takleh tanggung,<br />so kalo ko rase ko betuah ... tak pernah bermasalah... pk lagi...<br />mungkin sebab ko sebenarnya LEMAH and tak mampu menanggungnya jika di uji...<br />tapi yang di uji pulak secare tak sengaja menyalahkan diri kewujudan diri... n... mungkin meletakkan blame to aJJ1 (astargfirullah....sape tau kan kite manusie....)<br />and kalo diuji act, kite dibersihkan dari dosa sume tu kan...<br />sorry la aku bab2 nih memang tak layak.... sungguh tak layak...<br />tapi saje nak bersuare... tak banyak kasi la chance aku bersuare...<br />tadi... ade sorang teman... haha...<br />aku sayang giler laa dak nih... die byklaa mengajar aku...thanks "<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Kame</span>" hehe<br />you know who you are...hehe<br />aderla satu site tuu...<br />aku tak nak cakap aper...<br />aku mmg taknak konsi pun ngan korang...<br />menyedehkan amat...<br />aku kesian sangat ngan derang tuh<br />kesian teramat...<br />betape JAHIL nyer derang memperlekehkan agame aku...<br />senang jer...<br />camtu jer...<br />bertape MERDEKA nyer derang memperlekehkan agame aku...<br />tapi... disini ader kesedaran,<br />aku tersentak... nak marah derang ... tipu laa kalo aku tak maki hamun kan...<br />maki la jugak... tapi orang ketige sukela kalo aku maki maken banyak kan...<br />orang ketige huhu memang... memang... cam sial...<br />huhu.. maka tersenyumlah orang ketige aku memaki die sebentar tadi...<br />auzubillahiminashaittonirajim...<br />aku tersentak sebab per...<br />i just realised tat...<br />it`s us... its our stupidity tat brought us to this mess...<br />its out foolishness tat gave them power to laugh at Islam...<br />to start with... its us...<br />so , if we dont admit our own faults and if we still demand for respect if we ourselves dont deserve it... we will forever be played...<br />respect is sumthing...so... special... we need to respect others before we demand respect for ourselves... worst, respect is not something to DEMAND, its sumthing you GAIN...<br />so if we dont admit our faults and deal with them... we wont realise our weaknessess...<br />then we will forever be doomed...<br />bukan kate nak menagih respect or wat... but...<br />yeah kite kate bla bla bla... tapi kite tak hidup care tu...<br />and certain people terlalu extreme... padahal... Islam itu moderate... lepak...<br />dalam lepak die tegas...<br />LEPAK... tapi TEGAS...<br />kalo extreme....sgt kite mungkin terjadi riak n takbur... tapi sape la aku nak berkate2 kan<br />ilmu pun takder, so no comment... tapi aku nak gak comment sebab aku perasan<br />tapi sape nak dengar rintihan orang yang cam aku kan...<br />huhu...<br /><br />求めることじゃだめ！！！<br /><br />aku sayang ...<br />tande aku sayang... aku sedeh...<br />sebab aku sedar betape lemah nyer aku...<br />aku pun inginkan kasih sayangNYA...<br />tapi... layak kah aku?<br /><br />wassalam...<br /><br />-tetibe terfikir... ahh blaja blaja 勉強。。。がりべん！！！！<br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7912561187084639486-3122562948883489306?l=alechiet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7912561187084639486.post-55970853676211705022007-06-03T17:02:00.001+09:002007-06-03T17:06:28.629+09:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">oho...<br />yeah did i mention tat i lost my wallet haha..<br />the stupity of me...<br />when i was changing beside the car... me with my foolishness...<br />i put my wallet n stockings on the car... haha...<br />n we went off with me forgetting all about it hahaha....<br />so.. when i realised about it... we were arriving haha... lame sial!!!<br />haha.. then abas-chan gave me 5 mins to change n get ready..<br />with my shorts n snoopy sweater i dashed...<br />and me abas-chan apeq went to the dam haha... to search for it...<br />huhu...<br />yeah lucky ive found it...<br />well in short...<br />感動laa...<br />good friends eh???<br />huhu... aJJ1 bless them be...<br />chiao...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7912561187084639486-5597085367621170502?l=alechiet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7912561187084639486.post-80795646075285512392007-06-03T16:09:00.000+09:002007-06-03T17:01:24.811+09:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">As`kum...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">wow...wow...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">yesterday was... WEIRD really...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">As usual my day starts around 5.30am... aheh...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">then i woke up... do wat ever i did, and went to 部活training...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">well... i thought i was deymmm late but i was among the first to arrived...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">haha... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">well when i heard 森田さん`s voice i wus like... okay, i`m gonna do my best to day...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">well.. dont know y, but loking at him so into it... i really wish i could be like him...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">he wasn`t the reason why i entered trampoline...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">it started when i saw キヤンちゃん flying ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i was like... deym i wann fly too...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and then there`s him 森田...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">he ... looking at him... i sense this feeling... okay not... like ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">but... you know, wow `he` does exist...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">`he` here refers to 龍, my dream lover ( haha.. can i say tat???)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i didnt feel much at all but looking at him... makes me smile...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">haha... his small built and slender... aerodynamic muscles...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">すてきな筋肉。。。haha that`s wat 有said...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">his hair is すんすん...spikey the way i like it... i know he doesnt always mandi duh...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">jepun maa... but he has this FRESH look ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">his pale... and 冷たいlooking... just the way I LIKE IT...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">hahar... then there`s his smile... and 瞳...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">its not dark... its so light tat it seems you can see reflection in his eyes....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">so so... innocent eyes... light brown... huhu... hazel like, so beautiful...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and when he smiles... it makes you wanna smile even more...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and his voice... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">きゃあ。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">hehe.. i jump... and this time jump according to basics so basically i returned to basic...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and yeah... i jumped higher... but it was scary coz it was so aerodynamic that you could feel you are cutting through the atmosphere... and when you looked down... GOD...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">死ぬ死ぬ。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">haha... i get a few injuries... well its because im reckless... duh me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and i`m sumhow used to it... haha... it hurts... but im okay...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i remember the first time i experience a fall, i felt the tension at my back... i even heard the `cracking` sound of it.. uhh.. i had to wear supporter ... and i can`t even run...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">now .. yeah i still endure tat kind of fall but 　何とかなれる...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">aheh...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">if my mom knows bout this ... i`m dead me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">you see the thing is tat... if i like sumthing... i dont really care bout myself...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">as long as i have fun... even if my body is at stake.. hell i`ll take tat chance...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">coz unlike the others... i can`t master nothing coz i`m like this jack of all trades...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">master of NOTHING...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and there was this fall... haha... yeah back `cracks` again but im cool...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">they put me to rest for a while with ice on my back haha...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">then i went outing with my 先輩s...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">huhu we went park golfing... and ... yeah it was deym addictive haha</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">on first trial... im not bad... hehe...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">with average of 3-4 sumtimes 5 another time 6 haha...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">yeah.. but first timer... okay wat haha...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and there`s this point when i could feel this tension... its tense...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i still feel it...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i do... may be i REALLY did fell... haha... i dont know... but theres this 苦しい feeling...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">just by looking...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">切望的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">well... when i heard my name being call out... my heart stops...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">it hurts...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204); font-family: arial; font-style: italic;">"kau buatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204); font-family: arial; font-style: italic;"> kau terangi jiwaku kau gelapkan lagi,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204); font-family: arial; font-style: italic;"> kau hancurkan hatiku untuk melihatmu..."</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">huh... heck...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">but i showed it... haha.. don`t try to test me honey, you`ll get a reaction...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and yeah... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">haha... opps i did it again...???</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">yeah and i`m proud of it... Fuck laa... haha... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">really i can`t give myself easily right?! gimme a break dude!!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">hehe...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and then we went to the dam...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i was really REALLY...　渋いなあ。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">but WTF nobody bought any cams... hahaha... i took sum caps in my hp ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">そのぐらいだけ。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and we walk in the wilderness,,, i even cross a river...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">haha.. it was fun...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">but there was a prob when we tried to re-cross the river...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">haha...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">so me doing my THING ... tried to walk at the end of this bankment...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i underestimated the slippery of it... and the current...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i FELL... it was ... shet...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i thought i was gone... at least end up in a hospital or sumthing...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and yeah abas-chan got my back... thank god he realised...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">haha... he acts like this BIG bro thing... haha... maybe coz im the liltlelest... and he didnt have nomore siblings after him haha... but i was greatfull...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">but then it occured...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i lost imah`s purse during the FALL...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"> shit...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i felt like... fucking hell...??!!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">hoho... and there it happend haha..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">spent told me to hold his `T&C surf design` jacket... and i was like...woh...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"> i knew it, he did it... haha... 予想通り...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">he wnet searching for the purse in the cool drifts...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and later came I... well 責任持って！！！ huhu...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">then came abas-chan...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and dip ourselves in the cold seraching for a simple purse all because of me falling...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">but from fuck... it turned out to be fun... and 感動...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">the meaning of FRIENSHIP...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">really ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">the other group made of jedi,apeq n tikket made themselves a search patrol too...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">haha... and apeq was the hero of the day... he found it... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i really... entahlaa...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">my feelings at the moment...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i was lucky to have such good friends...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">先輩より。。。お前たちは本当の友達とかんじた。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">感動。。。giler... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and ima laa paling terharu ahah...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">she told me... tat sumbody anggap her like a sis...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">good laa... well... i can`t say nothing really...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">all i can do is watch...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">now, wat ever happens happens...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and wat ever happened...HAPPENED...</span><br /><br /></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);"> 愛されたい　でも　愛そうとしない。。。<br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br />I thought my love is true... maybe i just wanna to believe in it...<br />hehe...<br /><br />it was truely... truely... おもしろかった！！！<br />i never felt so... wow...<br />life gets more n more 微妙 here in 北見...<br />and i have another 5-6 years here...<br />huhu...<br />the people I`ve met... the peeps i will meet... and those i may not see them again...<br />these people revolves around me making my life as it is now...<br />there are more things going to come my way...<br />and I`m not gonna wait aimlessly...<br />they`re going to come and go some may leave marks... scars...<br />but what i know is tat... meeting them and knowing serve a purpose in my life...<br />they will teach me the meaning of living...<br />the meaning of friendship and betrayal...<br />trust hopes... and tears...<br />it will all come n go...<br />and all i have to know is that no matter how alone i may feel...<br />i`m never alone... the answers are there... i just have to solve the puzzle my self...<br />i may not be able to complete it for in this world one special piece belongs to someone else...<br />and tat special sumone`s missing piece is mine...<br />so until i meet who ever he/she is...<br />those around me will help me unslove this game of LIFE...<br />haha...<br />that is wat i learn...<br />seriously not only that...<br />物理実験,... these boys really wanted to help me although its 切望的...<br />well.. this is just the begining...<br />haha...<br />all i need to know now is tat... im not alone...<br />never alone... and if i am...<br />aJJ1 is always there... hehe...<br /><br />thats all crapping for to day...<br /><br />nak sambung blaja hoho...<br /><br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">p/s:<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"> can you be hurt just by looking at sumone???</span></span><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7912561187084639486-8079564607528551239?l=alechiet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7912561187084639486.post-19317004847850031112007-06-01T12:59:00.000+09:002007-06-01T13:01:07.310+09:00http://azharahmad.com/blog/2007/05/07/dari-emel-sai-baba-nauzubillah-himinzalik/<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7912561187084639486-1931700484785003111?l=alechiet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7912561187084639486.post-22452489770049807862007-06-01T12:40:00.000+09:002007-06-01T12:57:51.755+09:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">http://azharahmad.com/blog/2007/05/07/dari-emel-sai-baba-nauzubillah-himinzalik/</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><br />guys... seriously, im kinda huh... speechless...<br />this is sumthing,<br />well,<br />to start with, aku bukannya tau sgt pon hal2 agame nih...<br />tapi sebagai renungan,<br />yang penting kesedaran...disusuli kekesalan....<br />diakhiri keinsafan amin...<br />aku... huhahuha gaks, solat pun ye tak ye jer... boley jer ter`skip` pulak tuu aiseymen...<br />posa pun... sekadar menahan kelaparan jer...<br />lam at aku,<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">25% hasat denki </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">20% logic </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">15% ego, </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">15% rasional</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">9.9% kemalasan;</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">n selebeh 15% tuu... kekosongan, kealpaan, angan2...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">0.1% kesedaran n keinsafan...huhu.... 0.1% tuu... macam gas adi boleh ubah....</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">cam ner nih? tu laa.... risau gak aku ngan account aku kan...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">pastu bace2 posting dr member, wahhh dunia dah jadik gini da sebena nyer...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">sape tak gagap... sape tak terpk...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">tapi tu laa... name dah Aku, cowboy sakan...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">terpk... tapi sok luse... hehe... buwat balek mendelah same...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">huhu...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">saje nak memperingatkan diri...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">lengkapkan gear ape yang patut.... keinginan tu ader tapi....</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">semangatnyer ntah kemane,</span><br /><br />"if there is a will, there IS a way..."<br /><br />やればいいんじゃねえ？<br /><br />wassalam...<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7912561187084639486-2245248977004980786?l=alechiet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7912561187084639486.post-28959362636202145982007-06-01T09:58:00.000+09:002007-06-01T10:23:58.595+09:00<span style="color:#666600;">as`kum...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">another Friday...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">物理学実験いやだなあ。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">でも今日なんか機械入門がある。。。楽しみ！！！</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">鈴木先生の研究なかなかカッコィ。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">robot のやつ。。。いいんじゃねえそれ？！</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">まあ。。。いまさら。。。戻れない。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">ふふん。。。来週、なんか工学英語中間試験があるらしい。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">まあ。。。簡単なあ。。。かもんね、</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">でも簡単なやつでもなめんじゃ駄目って分かるだろう。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">well, its us human... </span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">wats up with EASY neways???</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">yeah so its easy but you can`t just see through it like its not there...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">well if its easy, ...wats the purpose of the existence of this EASY thing???</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">it has a meaning... well it sorta struck my mind...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">as easy as it gets, we are still HUMANs... bound to make mistakes...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">no one`s perfect darlin`,</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">trust me... the easiest things if you look down to them could be you downfall...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">been there done that hunney...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">if its so easy then why, sumtimes you cant find the answers when its rite there in front of you...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">in you reach,... we tend to look for sumthing that is not ours to begin with...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">well its just a thought to constantly remind me not to be OVER confidence...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">hey, we cant help it EGO rules our mind, and when it does...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">your lust takes control of your heart and greed glutony envy will reign your desire...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">there goes what ever you are doing...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">yeah you may suceed depending to the circumstances, but you`ll loose sumthing prescious,...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">friendships...brotherhood.... trust and the sense of content and belonging...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">that is if your ego takes over you ...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">your patience will crumble...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">and patience is an essence of iman...it is half of your faith...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">hmm...,考えると分かるだろう。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">so, whatever you are doing...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">take it seriously...even though its just crap ...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">self reminder,</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">well you gotta love GOD and love urself...b4 you could learn to love others...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">hehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">ahh... bye2</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;">late!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#666600;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7912561187084639486-2895936263620214598?l=alechiet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7912561187084639486.post-37230598749788665802007-05-31T23:32:00.000+09:002007-06-01T00:22:23.726+09:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">assalamualaikum....<br />wow... this is my first blog ever... haha not tat its special or wat... heck...<br />okay... seriously rite now i really dun noe wat to say...<br />but i promise a certain special sumone tat i`d dedicate her this first posting<br />well here goes nothing....<br />dear nanie;<br />maa.. thanks a bunch without you i was blind.... you`ve been my guide...<br />appreciate your support... since aaj eh? hehe it seems tat u n me....<br />we`re alike sum how... differ, but at sum prespective the same... don cha think?<br />huhu...<br />yeah...<br />全部を終らせるつもり。。。なんかこんなに混乱になるのは嫌だなあ。。。<br />やっぱりもっと大人にならなくていけないんなあ。。。<br />人生キツイだもんね。。。そうと思わない？<br />オレさあ。。。なんか。。。考えておくんだ。。。<br />今から自分しかできんやることがいっぱいあると気づいた。。。<br />神様に任せてばかりなんか。。。頼みすぎったんじゃねえか？<br /><span></span>愛されたい愛されたいばかりだからなあ。。。<br />これちょっと気まずいなあ。。。今と前のオレは。。。もう違う感じと気づいた。。。<br />もう。。。愛なんか考えない。。。愛嫌だのことわけがないはずけど。。。<br />なんか今のオレは。。。愛なんか怖くなっちゃう。。。きずだらけ。。。<br />愛なんてつらいなあ。。。<br />でも。。。ほしいやんなあ。。。嘘ついていけないんだ。。。<br />愛誰でも欲しいがってるんじゃね？<br />でも。。。微妙に、。。。まあ。。。以外にといえばよいいかなあ。。。<br />今のうちに。。。愛なんか終らせたいん。。。<br />who will end it?... preferbly...me<br />i wanna end wat i`ve started... thats the best way...<br />if aJJ1 allows it... then i will end everything with my own power...<br />i`lll say gud-bye even though it`ll rip my heart...<br />i`ll smile eventhough... tears won`t dry...<br />何とかなるから。。。<br />自分のことを。。。やっぱり。。。自分を抱かなきゃ。。。<br />but yeah... there r sumthings tat dont end...<br />tat will never end...<br />It will go on n on... deeper...n deeper...till...you don`t realise it could get THAT far...<br />far beyond wat you`ve predicted...beyond your comprehension....<br />まあ、とにかく。。。人生は間単に。。。求めることじゃ駄目えっていって。。。<br />何とかなるけど。。。qada` n qadar　信じるでしょう？　それ。。。自分で変えられるから。。。<br />どんなにもつらくなって。。。あきらめずに、　定めを自分でセットして。。。<br />人生単にいかないだもんなあ。。。だから、 its okay to rebel your way through as long as you know n you TRUST yourself to God...that you ARE doing the right thing...<br /><br />"If its meant to be ended... then with all your might end it with MEANING..."<br /><br />well thats my crap for today....<br />hehe...<br /><br />piece out earth!<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7912561187084639486-3723059874978866580?l=alechiet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alexietrillisysthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06373361645032750264noreply@blogger.com0